Midnight Musings: Am I Writing on Thin Ice?

So, here I am. Writing. Just letting the thoughts spill out at 12:30 AM when I should probably be sleeping. But the real question is—can I afford to lose sleep over this? Or, better yet, can I afford not to?

Here’s the thing: I love writing. I really do. But sometimes, the little voice in my head whispers, who even cares? The truth is, my blog has been my little corner of the internet where I explore, learn, and let my words run wild. Writing is my practice, my experiment, my late-night therapy session. And I’ve come to realize that as long as I’m doing this work from my soul, as long as I’m in alignment, it’s not all for nothing. It matters. Maybe not to everyone, but to me—and that’s enough.

Speaking of things that matter, I’ve learned a couple of fun facts this week:

1. Apparently, I wasn’t being “gaslighted” the other day. My kiddo informed me that what I experienced was actually called “brick walling.” (Am I the last to learn this term? Probably.)

   
   

2. Ignorance still gets under my skin, but I suppose it’s all part of the human experience. A more enlightened person might say ignorance is another stepping stone to wisdom. I, however, am still working on my patience.

But let’s shift gears. Yesterday wasn’t all deep thoughts and frustration. I went out for chai tea with my kiddo, their partner, and their partner’s mom. The chai was spicy, the eggs on toast were zingy, and we all managed to be nice to each other. That, my friends, is what I call a win.

Today? Not as thrilling. Laundry. Endless, repetitive laundry. Wash, dry, fold, put away—repeat. But tomorrow (or today, since it’s now past midnight) holds potential. Maybe I’ll dust. Maybe I’ll vacuum. Maybe I’ll treat myself to another chai tea and some avo-toast, because why not?

And in the midst of all of this, I’m about to do something incredible. I’m teaching a six-week writing course. Me. Teaching writing. A dream that’s been sitting on my heart for so long is about to become reality.

This isn’t just another writing workshop—it’s an intuitive, soul-led journey into creativity. Over six weeks, we’ll use dowsing techniques to clear energy blocks, unlocking creative flow in ways you never imagined. Each session is built around a different element—Earth, Water, Fire, Air, and Spirit—guiding journaling prompts that connect writing to grounding, emotional flow, passion, inspiration, and higher intention. It’s part energy work, part creative practice, and entirely transformative.

My monkey mind wants to tell me I don’t know enough, but I think that’s a lie. I do know enough. More than enough.

So, I’m choosing to trust myself. To write. To teach. To be.

And if it feels like I’m writing on thin ice, so be it. At least I’m still moving forward.

Jennifer Lasell is a seasoned Psychic Medium with over 30 years of experience. A dedicated student of the wisdom traditions, she integrates profound spiritual wisdom into her practice, helping clients navigate their spiritual journeys with clarity and insight. Jennifer sees clients in her one-on-one practice—book online at www.jenniferlasell.com.

She is also a Co-Teacher of the One-Year Psychic Development Program at Age of Aquarius in Paradise, California (www.ageofaquariuschico.com), where she guides others in their spiritual awakening and self-discovery.

Jennifer has spent decades using Dowsing for Spiritual Reading. She now teaches Dowsing to Remove Blocks to Creative Flow and Journaling, a new workshop designed to unlock creative potential and remove energetic obstacles.